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Miracles

I haven’t posted anything here for quite a while! At first, I was still in mourning after the passing of my dear wife, and then three months later things started happening in my life that I hadn’t expected. I found new love and a renewed desire to live! I got quite busy making it real!

Waltraut had told me that she expected me to re-marry after she was gone, that she was worried about me remaining single. I had kind of thought I would just stay single for the rest of my life — and I really hoped that the rest of my life would be a rather short time. For those first few months, every little twinge my body gave me made me momentarily hopeful that maybe I was going to get my “call home”, as it were. But no such luck!

Rather hesitantly I had signed up on a dating website that I felt comfortable with, one specifically for members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS or Mormons), and did a little desultory looking around at the possibilities. Of course there were some interesting women to be found, but I didn’t really want anything more than friendship or penpalship! I did initiate a few correspondances with some nice ladies, but I made sure that they lived a longish way away so that there would be little chance of actually getting to meet them in person. Smart plan, right?

Well, it didn’t work out like I thought it would. Around Christmas time I got a “Smile” from a nice lady who lives in England, and since I had lived there once myself many many years ago, I jumped at the chance to email someone from a country that I had grown to love.

To make a long story short, we fell in love with each other over the Internet, and when she came to visit me in March we got married! Quick work, but I believe I made the biggest score of my life in convincing her to marry me! I consider it a miracle to have found such a woman.

Love is grand, especially after living through such sadness.

Oh, yes, and her name is Wendy, and she has a great package: beauty and brains!

WendyTheFascinator

After the Funeral

I did not post the passing of my sweetheart here on my blog, but I did so on Facebook.  It has since been a very, very busy week and I didn’t have time to post anything, anywhere.  But her funeral was yesterday, and now things have calmed.  In the evening it was time to sleep, but I could not do so immediately.

In the deep of night after my sweetie’s funeral, I needed to express my feelings, and Twitter was the medium. Since not so many follow my Twitter feed, here’s that series of tweets.

  • Today I said a sad au revoir to my sweetheart of 35 years. Her funeral was beautiful and reminds me that the love doesn’t die, but lives on.  (11:39 PM – 26 Sep 2015)
  • Time and disease will no longer touch her! My beloved is free. I follow when my own is time is up, but not soon I hope. So much yet to do… (11:51 PM – 26 Sep 2015)
  • Do you appreciate your beloved? What will you be when he or she is gone? Better love more and complain less! Leave the bickering behind. (12:02 AM – 27 Sep 2015)
  • I’ve lost the light of my life, yet there is no darkness. Her light is now in my heart, where it illuminates my soul! Shine on, my Queen.  (12:19 AM – 27 Sep 2015)
  • Sad to realize that I will miss her more over time, but now she lives in me every day, so I am content.  (12:28 AM – 27 Sep 2015)
  • Poetry? Can’t do it. Song? My throat hurts. Love? I’m swimming in it! My beloved has set sail yet the water is still warm.  (12:43 AM – 27 Sep 2015)
  • 890 Waltraut is an asteroid named for a character in a Wagner opera. I pretend it’s named for my beloved. Contact the IAU!  (12:56 AM – 27 Sep 2015)
  • I thought I watched her breathe her last. I realize now I witnessed the first flight of an angel. Soar high, my love!  (1:03 AM – 27 Sep 2015)
  • I’m tweeting about my beloved. Meet her here: http://www.mikeclark.co/index.php?title=Waltraut_Clark … (1:17 AM – 27 Sep 2015)

Today my beloved wife Waltraut and I celebrated our 35th wedding anniversary!  35 is a good number, and while not as amazing as 50 or 60, it is still respectable.  We’ve had our frustrations, our disagreements, and our grumpy days together, but through it all love has shone through.  She has made my life worth living, and without her I doubt I would have achieved as much as I have, nor will it have been anywhere near as happy.

It’s bittersweet, though, because she will not be with me much longer.  Cancer, or “The Big C” as John Wayne called it, has shortened her days, and our path as one will soon part into two as she goes to that far country from which none return.  I’m trying to be poetic here, but there is no poem in my heart.  Faith comforts me that we will be together again, and in a far better condition than now, but that is the future.  At this time it is still the present cold reality that confronts me, and in just a few weeks the inevitable will happen.  I will take full advantage of the time remaining to us, of course.  But it will be a sad “au revoir”, or, in her native tongue, “auf Wiedersehen”.

As those words suggest, this will only be a temporary separation, and I rejoice for that reason!  And as I rejoice at having had a fine 35 years of glad partnership!

Just a few days after my last post here my wife and I discovered that her cancer had advanced past the point where the medical types thought they had a chance of a successful treatment outcome.  One of the physicians told us that she thought that at this stage any attempt to arrest the cancer would likely result in a faster and more painful demise than if it were just left to take its course.  And my wife agreed that she wasn’t going to fight it any further.

I haven’t posted anything in the meantime, but as the matter has progressed I thought I should take a moment to report.

With the help of Providence Hospice Services my sweetheart has been able to deal with the inevitable health decline and the increasing pain.  There is still much to expect along that line, unfortunately.

She had a rather rough night last night and I stayed home for part of the morning in order to consult with the hospice nurse who visited us then. The nurse advised her to increase the dosage of painkiller, as it does her little good to put up with it, there being no glory in enduring pain if you can avoid at least some of it.

As for myself, it is getting harder to concentrate on work. For the past three months I could bury myself in coding or problem solving and get some temporary respite from what is happening to my wife. But this is gradually getting harder to do. I shall soldier on, however. How can it be otherwise? It is she who must be brave in the face of the enemy, and deal with what is happening to her – how can I, who am in no pain, be weak and a crybaby when she does not herself yield to the weakness, despite knowing what the outcome will be? If I were back in the Army and were ordered to storm an enemy bunker with only a rifle and a grenade, I know very well that I would have a better chance of survival than she does right now. And who deserves a medal if she does not?

But all is not lost. Because of the love of Christ for mankind there is no string in death, nor will the grave be victorious in the end. And while we must temporarily surrender to the consequences of the fall of Adam, in the end the Lord’s triumph at Gethsemane and Golgotha will prevail!

This isn’t an April Fool’s in and of itself, but I went to Google.com in order to see what they had come up with for an April Fool’s Doodle this year.  But apparently they have decided that it’s Opposite Day and no special doodle is displayed, just the regular Google.

WhatNoDoodle

That’s my screenshot, just proving that I did see this.

I am actually amazed at this.

Global Climate Change One More Time

My earlier post on global climate change, “We’re All Going to — Die? Warm Up?“, got some interest lately when someone in a forum I participate in challenged me on it in a private message exchange.  Since it was a private message exchange I shall not identify my correspondent by screen-name, but I will call him ClimateChanger.  As background I will say that ClimateChanger is all on-board with Anthropogenic Global Warming.

The apparent intent of his challenge was to convince me that (1) global warming is happening, and (2) it’s all our fault.  I also got a sense from him that (3) this is bad.

Do you ever find yourself trying to convince someone that you agree with them on some issue, but they continue to try to persuade you over to their side of an issue?  Does this annoy you, too?  I know, right?

Anyway, he wrote:

“In other words, up until just very recently, since the end of the last glacial period, 8,000 years ago when we were at a peak in temperatures, we’ve been trending colder, not hotter”

It was a regional temperature, not a Global Temperature

The The Holocene Climate Optimum was generally warmer than today, but only in summer and only in the northern hemisphere. More over, scientists know the cause of this natural warming, and know without doubt that this proven “astronomical” climate forcing mechanism cannot be responsible for the warming over the last 100 years.

This was in reference to the Holocene Temperature Variations chart I posted.

As to the matter of “regional temperature”, the graph actually consists of several temperature tracks as found in many locations throughout the world, and provides an average of them all (the dark black line).  Note that he is right that some regions were colder and some were warmer than the average.  But that is characteristic of “average”, and not an argument against the graph.  Seeking an average in this case is not to say that everywhere on the globe marched in lockstep to the graph.  The average temperature merely identifies the trend.  And he is also correct that during the HCO the northern hemisphere experienced warmer temperatures — he left out the fact that the southern hemisphere had lower temperatures.  Oh, well.

At risk of repeating myself I shall post this graph again, but with a trendline in RED.  The trendline goes from about the midpoint of the graph’s highpoint, about 7,900 years ago, and continues to the midpoint of the beginning of the recent dramatic increase, about 200 years ago:

Holocene_Temperature_Variations_Trendline

As you can see, the trend is downwards toward the next period of glaciation.  However, when you examine the inset graph continuation it shows a disconcertedly rapid rise in temperature.  In my original post I point out that the temperature goes up to 0.5 degrees in a very short time.  And then I get the following.  My correspondent first takes a quotes from my post and then pulls a Straw Man on it:

He quotes me thus:

we are not yet out of the last Ice Age! We are presently in a period known as the Quaternary Glaciation, which started 2.6 million years ago and hasn’t ended yet. The only reason why you’re not sitting on a huge pile of ice reading this is because we happen to be in what is called an Interglacial Period

And then he responds

Even if true, even if we are still not out of the last ice age, that does not explain the rapid rise of the global temperature since 1980. The global temperature increased more than 0.5 degrees in just 30 years. Why did it accelerate in a few years?

Your own graph shows the Earth was getting colder, but now the Earth is hotter than it has ever been in the last 12,000 years, see your own graph.

First of all, his quotation of me occurs AFTER I wrote this:

…as we move off the chart to the right, the temperature line goes up to near 0.5 degrees.

I said this twice, in fact, but he either ignored or missed it entirely — all the while telling me to look at my own graph!

Yes, my own graph shows an sudden increase to 0.5 degrees, and I mention it twice in one paragraph.  Who is he arguing with?  I can’t be with me because I wrote what he appears to be trying to claim I didn’t write several months ago.

He wrote “Even if true…” to my statement that we are still in an Ice Age but in the midst of an Interglacial Period, presumably because he disagrees with me about the Ice Age / Interglacial, but he’s generously allowing it for the sake of argument.  How kind.  I responded:

What do you mean “even if true”? I’m not stating my opinion, I’m stating fact, and fact backed up by climatology. And who says that being still in a current ice age “does not explain the rapid rise of the global temperature since 1980”? That’s a non-sequitor since I did not link the current ice age with any rise in temperature. You’re trying to refute what I haven’t claimed, which is what makes me think you read me very superficially. As to “even if true”, I can back up what I wrote. From a portion of the relevant article in Wikipedia, which is sourced from Science, Nature and ScienceDaily:

“The earth has been in an interglacial period known as the Holocene for more than 11,000 years. It was conventional wisdom that the typical interglacial period lasts about 12,000 years, but this has been called into question recently. For example, an article in Nature[35] argues that the current interglacial might be most analogous to a previous interglacial that lasted 28,000 years. Predicted changes in orbital forcing suggest that the next glacial period would begin at least 50,000 years from now, even in absence of human-made global warming[36] (see Milankovitch cycles). Moreover, anthropogenic forcing from increased greenhouse gases might outweigh orbital forcing for as long as intensive use of fossil fuels continues.[37]”

[36] – http://www.webcitation.org/5qnO3Fw2p
[37] – http://www.sciencema…/5585/1287.full (Sorry, it’s a paywall)
[38] – http://www.scienceda…70829193436.htm

I love it when someone tries to argue with me as if I were a climate change denier, and on top of that, doesn’t have his facts straight about even this basic concept in climatology: we’re in an Ice Age, dude.  It’s only looks mild because we’re in a temporary interglacial period.  I also love it when I write about how greenhouse gases are apparently providing some forcing of the global temperature, only to have someone turn around to try to convince me that science has shown that CO2 is causing temperatures to rise, as if I said something to the contrary.  Now, I will admit that I don’t believe that humans are 100% responsible for all this.  So far, anyway.  I’m persuadable — in fact I used to believe that there was no anthropogenic global warming, but I’ve come around on that.

There is more to the conversation, but I am not going to extend this post to go on and on about it.  I think I have demonstrated my point, which is that people should actually read what they are supposedly responding to before they attempt to respond to it.

What are these plants?

Several years ago the City of Olympia planted some trees along our street, and these were immediately attacked by the low-life vandals who walk through the neighborhood from time to time, heading from the downtown bars to the Section 8 housing located up the street from us.  The new trees were barely a week in the ground when these idiots (don’t know who they were, but I know their kind, at least) deliberately broke many if not most of them in half.  City crews came out and tried to fix them, but the vandals had done their work too well, and the tops of these trees eventually died.  Sickening.

But, the trees themselves did not die, and they continue to grow.  It hadn’t occurred to me to wonder what kind of trees these were until a couple of days ago when I happened to notice that there were two varieties.  The ones growing on the north side of the street have sort-of spiky light green leaves and produce copious quantities of red-orangish berries.  The ones growing on the south side have more rounded but dark green leaves and produce copious quantities of dark red berries.  This piqued my curiosity.  Neither produce tasty berries — they aren’t too bitter, but they are astringent, and the birds don’t seem interesting in eating them.  So what are they?

A query via email produced an interesting reply.  The responder wasn’t sure of the exact species, without a photo at least, but suggested they were either Serviceberries or Mountain Ash.  A quick look at Wikipedia showed that these were no way Mountain Ash (or Rowan) — the leaves are completely different, and so are the berries.  But Wikipedia makes it pretty certain these are some species of Serviceberry, or Amelanchier.  But which two species?  At least some of these species are edible, but neither of the two types of tree on our street are producing fruit that I would call edible.

Well, I took a photo of the fruit and some leaves from both species. Here:

Serviceberries

What species of Serviceberry are these?

Any ideas?  I’m sending a link to this post to the City Arborist, and if I get a response, I will update accordingly.

Fluency

It’s been quite a while since I’ve bought and read any new science-fiction by any but a select circle of writers.  My favorites have been Jerry Pournelle (who doesn’t write much any more, unfortunately), Lois McMaster Bujold, David Sherman, and Dan Cragg (who has completely retired).  But completely by chance I happened upon a new writer, Jennifer Foehner Wells, who has a first novel out: Fluency.

Now, not everyone with a first novel is a Tom Clancy, whose first, The Hunt for Red October, was an instant classic.  But Wells’s book is in that league, I feel.  Think I’m exaggerating?  I will admit to only being slightly less than halfway through the book, but I am finding it a very worthy read, and hard to put down.  Since I have it on Kindle, this means I can carry it around and read it any time, so this isn’t a bad thing.  But this book is fascinating, and I am looking forward to its conclusion!  I understand Jen is working on a sequel already, and this is good news.

Fluency is a “first contact” novel, meaning that it is about first human contact with an extraterrestrial race.  And it’s near future as well.  Pretty much current technology, so it isn’t hard to relate to.  Let me repeat the first part of the story synopsis:

NASA discovered the alien ship lurking in the asteroid belt in the 1960s. They kept the Target under intense surveillance for decades, letting the public believe they were exploring the solar system, while they worked feverishly to refine the technology needed to reach it.

The ship itself remained silent, drifting.

Dr. Jane Holloway is content documenting nearly-extinct languages and had never contemplated becoming an astronaut. But when NASA recruits her to join a team of military scientists for an expedition to the Target, it’s an adventure she can’t refuse.

The ship isn’t vacant, as they presumed.

I am so glad the author didn’t choose to start the book on earth, and painstakingly delve into the assembly of the crew, and all the technical details. She gets pretty much right into it, and leaves whatever background information for a few quick flashbacks — which do not at all detract from the plot. The crew is wonderfully human, and not a bunch of perfect jocks (like you expect astronauts might be). They have realistic characters, and are developed pretty much “just right”.

I recommend this book for those of my readers who are looking for a good SF read.  Buy it Here.

Rediscovering Yahoo!

Recently I needed a new email account that was not Gmail.  Note that I have about six or seven (lost count) Gmail accounts.  One for each of several purposes.  But now I needed one with my Ham Radio callsign, and it’s only got five letters.  Five letters account names are too small for Gmail (why?), so Gmail was out.  The criteria for the new email ISP was: Free; and not a startup that would be gone next week.  And I thought I would try Yahoo!

I used to use Yahoo! for web searches (a loooonnnggg time ago), but haven’t been there is literally years.  So I got my new email account and had a quick look at the overall site.  I was surprised!

Yahoo! was actually INTERESTING!  There was news, there was entertainment, and there were videos.  I am not sure if it’s doing YouTube-type crowd-sourced videos, but there they were.  I guess times change things.

And yes, apparently you can still search the web on Yahoo!

Nice.

I was browsing StackOverflow.com today, and ran into this question on doing transactions in Sql Server.  Since I was familiar with using SqlTransactions, I thought maybe it was a question I could provide an answer to, but then I saw the response by Anders Abel about TransactionScope.  Wow!  I had never known this existed and it seemed like a much better way of doing transactional operations without getting into SqlTransaction.

However, Remus Rusanu, commented on Anders’ answer, however, suggesting that this wasn’t the best way to use TransactionScope.  He pointed to a blog post by a Microsoftie that gave serious caution to using it “straight up” without some modification.  I had a look at the article and I was really excited about using TransactionScope with that technique.  I can think of a few places it might have saved me some grief in the past.  And I’m posting a link to the MSDN article, “using new TransactionScope() Considered Harmful” here, mainly for my personal future use, but YOU, dear reader, might find this valuable too.  So here it is:

using new TransactionScope() Considered Harmful by David Baxter Browne

Enjoy coding!

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